Hello Xanga, I miss you dearly. Looking at my old site has brought back so many freshman memories and some 10th grade memories as well. I start my sophmore year of college tomorrow and a lot has happend in the three years and seven days since I wrote last. Ryan and I broke up on Nov. 9, 2008. Shit hit the fan fast and when we broke up I never thought I'd live again. Honestly, I cried for days and finally woke up and realized I was sick of crying. I picked myself up went to school for the first time in a week, colored my hair, got a new cut, mani and pedi, and surrounded myself with people I know would never hurt me. Shortly after I went on a date with a boy I had, had a crush on from work for years, Nicholas. Our date was so akward. I didn't know how to flirt and I was so nervous. I was really rusty on this dating thing. We went to dinner and he talked most of the time, mainly because I had nothing to talk about. Then we went to a movie, Four Christmases. The whole date he'd try cute little moves like putting his arm around me and holding my hand but I just got more and more butterflies. When he dropped me off I just thanked him and went inside. I was too scared to kiss him because I didn't want us at work to be weird and to be honest I was scared because I thought for sure this kid knew what he was doing. Amazingly date #1 turned into 2 and 3 and 4 and meeting my friends and family all in a two week span, Christmas break. Right after New Years, January 3 2009, we were offically dating. With few falling outs and more good times than bad we are still together. I thought I was in love in my prior relationship but it doesn't even compare to what I have now. Nicholas left for school in Lincoln today, he transfered down there to finish his engineering degree while I am still at home at UNO studying Buisness and Medicine. Things will work out for us somewhat long distance. We trust each other and talk about things very well if there is a problem. Besides that I am still dancing and still loving it. I work at Matt Wayne Salon and UNMC now, I quite Broncos April of this year. I do live with my dad now because my mother kicked me out of the house. I finished my senior year of high school happier than ever, I was even elected senior class officer and made it as a nominee for Prom Queen (even though I didn't make the court and the crown haha). That's all for now darling Xanga. Hoops and YoYo's , Alix 
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